i'm afraid god has given up on me

. The Bible says those who come to Him must believe that He exists and that He is a rewarded of those who DILLIGENTLY seek Him. It will be worth it. John 16:33. Yet, in the times when I still feel remote, I choose to draw near to Him and trust that in His time He will draw near to me. Today i went to a random church and i sat by myself broken, and God sent someone to me and he told me that God has NOT forgotten you. And over and over the Psalmist also expresses His confidence that this time of feeling will pass. I'm talking with a bee. Also, the enemy and the flesh could very well be whats causing you to think that way. Continuedout of frustration I saidif I keep sinning I should die.Moments later I almost felt my heart stop in my chest ,I was nauseated and then I got cold and my eyes closed.I took a deep breath and sat up.After that I felt empty.like Gods Spirit left me.I feel that God is not for me anymore.I have had the most bizarre things happen.dreams my kids have told me,weird things my husband said in his sleep. Did not David commit these trespasses after God spoke to him about the Messiah proceeding from his lineage? I Csnt cope w my deformity. Because there is no god. I only need to think of innocent victims of injustice to see that. This was amazing because I had never talked to them, they did not know anything about me. The consent submitted will only be used for data processing originating from this website. The Apostle Paul said all those who seek to live godly lives in Christ will suffer persecution. You of yourself did not put that there, but the fact that you have the need for God says to me that God is waiting for you to speak to him. Certainly not! Please friend, read the Bible yourself. I reaffirm that He has forgiven my sin and cleansed me, even as He promised and even though I do not feel clean. love you. I noticed you posted in Aug 10, 2015. God is love. Isaiah 41:10 says, "Fear not for I am with you: be not dismayed; for I am your God. I was run out of a job I held for 13 years because I would NOT lie to clients, and then that employer made sure any potential employer I might find would know that I was reprimanded for not lying, and, let us be real, most businesses dont want to hear how moral you are; in fact, I think most use it as a reason NOT to hire you. And seven days completes a week, so we can see that forgiveness is complete and total by God. Why has this happened to you? Do not lose hope. If God was to remove suffering He would have to remove sin, if He were to remove sin He would have to remove the sinner. He loves you. Trust Gods truth to catch you! That God still loves you and wants to use you then another gentlemen told me that God was telling me to run to him and then another women was burdened in her heart to invite me to coffee and to talk. I was a high ranking soldier in His Royal Highness army. I just feel condemned and sometimes as scary as the thought may seem i contemplate the thought of hell vs. this life. I have trusted soo much in Him but i feel like he has left me to suffer all on my own. Im empty inside. And looking back, I can certainly attest that I am not the same person I was several years ago as I sat in the doctor's office discussing different side effects of antidepressants. The devil knows the power of faith. I am hanging on by a string. We all long for the experience of closeness with our God. Our work is to draw close to God. I am ready to just take my life and end thus misery. I know that the Bible is Gods Word and that Jesus is Gods Son and that He gave He gave the Holy Spirit to dwell in those who believe. When we do this, He will provide all of the strength and power we need to reform our minds. It takes discipline and self control to live the Christian life and reform our minds. As Jeremiah says, The Lord will not cast off forever, though He causes grief, yet He will show compassion according to the multitude of His mercies (Lamentations 3:31-32). Yet, this isn't a fear comprised of feeling scared or frightened, but of reverential awe of . Jesus saved me and I cling to the truth that everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved and everyone who believes has eternal life and long to live fully for Him, YET have this same fear knowing there are brancheswithout fruit cast into the fire, knowing I have after salvation sinned against a holy God and not currently feeling the Holy Spirits indwelling, concerned that I have grieved the Spirit to the point of justly being rejected. My faith is gone I no longer believe. Will the Holy Spirit ever leave a believer? I have no joy, peace, patience or kindness. Remember Jesus who was and is innocent died for you so you can have the privilege to call God father. The Son had not been separated from the Father in all of eternity! Evil thoughts that come are temptations. A staving person cannot wait forever or they will die of hunger. Since, then, my health is great but, my financial life is terrible, fighting on the frontlines for the Lord, has left my husband and I, in serious trouble financially. Eternal life is solely because of His grace. My children have been affected as well. he forsaken me & ignore me when the time i needed him in my life. I submit myself before Him and tell Him how great He is. Ask God be forgiven and follow Jesus. We and our partners use cookies to Store and/or access information on a device. Bust first your mind must line up with the word of God. It is not that God has given up on you, but more likely that he just does not exist. Copyright 2002-2022 Got Questions Ministries. So if God has made that promise you can guarantee that He WILL keep that promise because God WILL NOT CONTRADICT HIMSELF, He said it than He means it. When we stop looking at our own righteousness, or lack thereof, and turn solely to Him, we will find our salvation in Him. Where our will leads us, our hearts will follow. Believe it; God said it. He was covered in boils and blisters. But all that job went through was an example for us. I know he has left me.Please pray he will give me another chance. Firstly, why we are so sure God hasnt abandoned us (you in this case) is because He said so in Hebrews 13:5. A reprobate mind is NOT someone who wants to repent, and tries tries and tries to seek Gods welcoming grace, but doesnt feel it. True beauty is a woman or man who praise The Lord. God has given me over to a reprobate mind. "God Help me" must become the constant cry of your heart. (Psalms 56:1-2, 5 . God has placed that kind of value on you. We fool ourselves into thinking that there is a purpose to suffering but this is not true (how can victims of aushwitz be said to have been in a test of faith when there was no hope) maybe there is no God, maybe God picks favorites. Ultimately life is unjust and ultimately without hope. Read Gods Word believe How much He loves you! Choosing to embrace thoughts of good (Philippians 4:8) and the things above (Colossians 3:2) rather than those tempting thoughts of sin is what maturity in Christ is about. after what happened to me lately, i realized there is really no god. I told my exs attorney that God would defend me. I know at the beginning it will feel awkward. If you are seeking the things of this world for contentment, you will not have Him. My life changed drastically after that. He did those things to you not God. 5 they have known for a long time, if they are willing to testify, that according to the strictest party of our religion i have lived as a pharisee. If God removes all suffering, He has to remove all people, taking away all hope for salvation. Declare it out loud to yourself and believe it! I think I crossed the line and there is no hope for me. I will rescue him; I will make him great because he trusts in my name. The bible says Jesus was a man of many sorrows acquainted with our grief and suffering. Dear one in Christ , believe in Christ and His death on the cross for us.The word of God says He is merciful and kind .Would you do likewise if your child has done this and expressed his doubt when you helped .Would you be angry at Him,no way.Then How will put great God who is merciful and whom bible calls as love do what you say.The God whom you see in minds eye is not Character of a true God.I would encourage you to hear Joyce Myer battlefield of the mind.I have suffered years with the similar thought of God but I know He is not like that.He is a kind and good father.I encourage you my sister in Christ that may the truth of His grace and love sink deep in your soul.Enjoy His love ,,observe how a child is full of trust in their parents. Please push forward! Often one of the hardest truths for us to grasp about God is that He isn't exactly like we are. Be clear that the greatest love of all, is a love that's freely given. He is faithful, even when we are not. We do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to the Father through Him (Colossians 3:17). For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind ( 2 Timothy 1:7 ). Now I feel like they are manifested. We are the house built on the rock. God has given the greatest of Himself too you, and for you! Like Paul said job was another sheep to the slaughter for our sakes. many time he left me when the time i needed him most. I have gotten angry with G-d because it seems every door had closed in my face. Terry. I think Im already there. It is good to suffer when we are young, because we learn about faith, perseverance, drawing close to God, and hoping in Him. But it can be different from our standpoint, because we can ignore God and turn our backs on Him so often that our hearts become cold and calloused. So, unless God wishes me and my. Misery in this life is temporary but eternity is forever. But Jesus told Peter that he would, in fact, deny Him three times (Matt 26:34). Yes, if you were in God's place, your patience would have run out long agobut you aren't in God's place! He also believes his prayer comes before God every morning. This doesnt mean He is elsewhere. You know Im a good man that doesnt deserve this. worse Ive done so much evil I I think hes so tired of me and has washed his hands. Ive been alone for so long, abused, neglected, and abandoned by everyone in my life; constantly sick with endless health problems (none of which will kill me, at least not quickly, just make me miserable) and so lonely that I would welcome death. So God created woman and said that "for . Will you believe it!?!? Never means never. I have seen people darn near kill themselves for the godly suffering He has brought upon them. What is the significance of Jesus saying, I am with you always even to the end of the age (Matthew 28:20)? That is what God is doing. Sometimes the desire to die gets so strong it scares me and keeps me up at night. No fruit of the Spirit. Theres nothing to live for but wait until God throws me into hell. I sometimes want to write something down and dont have paper, so Ill write it down on the palm of my hand so that I wont lose it. That has always been the reward. Please RUN to him. My mother is caring only about money and work (my parents are divorced), my dad is interested only in posting stupid articles about politics on facebook, and my sister cares only about her boyfriend. That makes us white as snow! I encourage you not to be cast down, but to know that such times of struggle are part of Gods good gifts to His own, demonstrating His loving training so that our faith may stand strong and robust and be able to withstand any storm that strikes the rock on which our house is built. The peace, love, joy and the wisdom felt in the presence of the Lord returned, restoring my soul. Your Father a title He chose for Himself. Genesis 2 is super clear about that. Fast pray dont give up! I then went through a long season of not hearing God that way; its a long story and I think you can probably relate. Youre engraved on the palm of His hand, and He will never, ever leave you or forsake you. I feel empty, scared, joyless you name it. Growing up in the green room of SNL, being born to a fire-eater and adopted by a SWAT cop, having internal organs explode, and adopting a deaf girl from China, Scarlet Hiltibidal has been given some strange life experiencesand lived in fear through most of them. 6 and now i stand here on trial because of my hope in the promise made by I feel the same. I can't forgive myself. It is rather simple, though requiring vigilance. It's just how I was raised. Isolation and loneliness leaves me in despair. Now nothing affects me. Make sure your seeking a path to secure your salvation and build Gods kingdom. I have lost everything in my life including my health. Ive Never felt any of Gods or Jesus love. Thank you. I suffered so so so so much. I know that the Bible is God's Word and that Jesus is God's Son and that He gave He gave the Holy Spirit to dwell in those who believe. This time ill think twice before disobeying him. Fear is universal. By Billy Graham If there is some sin that comes to mind, I confess it. I am one of those who He has never blessed. I wasnt perfect either and thought I was hanging I there wirh God. I got sick about a month ago and started doubting everything. Now you are older, you realise that God has never done the things that were promised and is never likely to do so. If the job you are at is forcing you to lie, you need a new profession friend. Because we lose our lives here does not mean there is no hope. Continue with Recommended Cookies. Answer (1 of 52): When He takes the Holy Spirit away from you. i am a single mother with a very seasonal job and was recently diagnosed with a chronic disease and cant even afford the treatment. But my favorite passage on this subject is Lamentations 3. I may feel a little bit like you guys, but I dont think Im as bad, and I really dont want to get that bad.. For those who follow Jesus there is a purpose in suffering, it is for the growing and testing of our faith. Keep praying, seeking God for answers even if you think He isnt listening. Even Job, one that God called righteous had felt abandoned and deformed. That makes you a gold digger. Question from a Site ViewerI grew up in the church and I know the Bible well. Why? Please read my other comment to Nae below, as well as this one. But let me tell you this.. Who would have a hope of salvation. He has plans to prosper you and give you a future and a hope! What does Jesus mean when He says, Peace I leave with you (John 14:27). Jesus last words to the apostles was REMEMBER I am with you always! Which we need to run the race . The bible says every good and perfect gift comes from God who does not change. You wouldnt want to have God in youre knowledge. I felt something or somebody left me. Its frustrating, You need to seek him with all your heart! (without meds) I recently went through a psychosis and am now on meds that seem to be helping me.Leading up to my psychosis I prayed to the Lord to get rid of my racing thoughts,fears,anxiety etc.He seemed to heal me on several occasions but I kept having doubts and questioning if it was Him.Then I heared a voice in my head that I had blasphemed His Holy Spirit.I continually asked for forgiveness but I was overcome with fear and doubt.The scriptures seemed to warp and I couldnt trust him.I cried out to God and said Lord I cant pay for my sin you said it is finished.Then out of frustration. I think of trials as not lasting, but my husband forced me to stay in the emergency room where the nurse illegally cut and sewed my lacerated lip when he knew I wanted to go home and denied me my patients rights. Have things gotten any better? He is a being with thoughts feelings and a personality. These are wonderful life giving words. He commands us to set our minds on things above (Colossians 3:2). (sobbing) My speech has been bastardized and I cant speak full sentences. I get that so well man. A: From God's standpoint, it is never too late to turn to Him for the forgiveness we need-and the reason is because His love for us never changes, and He yearns to forgive us and welcome us into His family. With tears in my eyes! Does he love you more? The Bible warns, Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts (Hebrews 4:7). Rest in that! The righteous are tested so we can know we are His. God never loved me , he doesnt care the situation that I am passing through, some times I wonder if he is the one who created me . I cant feel the Spirit flowing through me anymore like it used too. I wish God would send me a spouse a Godly spouse who will read the bible for me when i am depressed like thisi wish God lends his ear one day when he feels like acting on my problems that depress me and God please help my daughter never to feel like me.my own life hurts me my prayers seem not to reach you. My dear Kate, If you had blasphemed the Holy Spirit, you would not care what state you are in. #1- What has your heart? You have to be. I feel so empty, but I continue to pray every day all day as work. i grew up with my granny who are religious woman. Brent, I hear you and can understand. I just cant take your test of faith again. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); document.getElementById( "ak_js_2" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); 1 Billy Graham Parkway, Charlotte, NC 28201 This really concerns me. not good or that hed answer all our prayers but dont give up he didnt he couldve but he didnt. none of you should complain about your situation for years ive claimed to be a Christian and have lived like a heathen my kids and I got sick last year really sick so I started to try to get back to God but I never. And I'm not supposed to be doing this, but they were all trying to kill me. (Not to say we shouldnt practice wisdom in our lives, (such as escaping abusive marriages, etc.)). Job was willing to be such a thing for God. Just put your faith in Jesus for your salvation. , Hello my dear one,,how I understand your pain.You are areqsonmay be why God has let me go through such pain in life so I understand you.Dear one know one thing ,God is love.Whom you think of God is not God really but a false God.Havent you heard of a father waiting for His prodigal son to come.Havent you heard there is nothing which can separate you from the love of Christ.In the words of CS Lewis in his book Mere Christianity he says all faith must be based on reason not on our feelings.Feelings are the most unreliable thing in this world for it says one thing one day and the other day it says something other.But Word of God is stable not changing as He is and He is unconditional love.He loves you know matter what.How can He leave you .He, Do you still want Gods forgiveness? His Word says if you seek Him you will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart, His promise is He will be found by you! I forgive you. I dont even know if I was ever saved. Did He take His Holy Spirit from me and leave me to a reprobate mind? Is God unrighteous to test us with hardship for 60 or 70 years so that we might learn obedience through the things we suffer? God left me as well and he left me for good, Im just empty of life and I dont agree at all that hes trying me as per the psalm, none sense, I had a cross on a neck less I took it out, I was praying every night, not any more, I was happy with my familly, not any more, I was working, not anymore, Im really on the edge of everything that should be. He really knows what my weaknesses are and what causes the most pain for me. But it can be different from our standpoint, because we can ignore God and turn our backs on Him so often that our hearts become cold and calloused. All of it, not just the beginning. He so loved you He gave Jesus! I know who God is even if He gave me over to a reprobate mind. will he forgive me for this evil Ive thought and done? He is simply leading you back into his arms. he broke me & im now feel hopeless. Privacy I am so happy knowing God spirit is working or dwelling in your heart, which i do not feel now. This is what Christ teaches in John 6:35. Why do you think you do not have Gods Spirit? People have free will to do good or evil because true love can only be birthed out of free-will as well as the understanding of love. Please reply. he left me when the time i needed him most. I mean, you're a bee! Speak to your local church ask for help. Encourage yourself and be strong. Paul said that the devils workers are deceivers just like him. Daily. Yet, there is a truth that we all know. RUN TO HIM . I believe God is working in your heart right now, calling you to repent and turn to Him; if He werent, you wouldnt be writing me or asking this question. I'm too tired. And the bee is talking to me! The answer is Gods love. He commands us to think about good things (Philippians 4:8). I feel hopeless, helpless, joyless. I plead with God to give me back his spirit . I am sick if hearing from other Christians (who are so perfect that God always talks to and answers their prayers) that this is just God testing me or helping me grow. He thinks about YOU! But they say suck it up. I was totally deceived and did things that are abominations in the wight of God. I'm afraid. I went against Gods will alot, and when i wanted to come back for 2 weeks i was panicking and i never felt so depressed in my whole life because I didnt experience Gods presence. Gods presence is appropriated by faith. I cried and prayed tonight for God to give me one thing to hold on to, he gave me Malachi 2;13. Dont lose heart. It is a symptom of our sinful condition. He has never left. Does your heart belong to the world or God? God never fully relinquished Job to the devil. I did this out of fear and desperation and now I feel completely hopeless. |, 5 Signs God isTrying to Get Your Attention, 7 Signs God Is Pushing You Into Something Awesome, 8 Things The Bible Says Will Happen Before Jesus Returns Again, 5 Ways To Turn Around A Negative Attitude, 5 Powerful Bible Verses About Second Chances. My greatest struggle in prayer is rooted in a deep corner of my heart I often don't want to acknowledge exists. We are to REVERE God, which is what the Bible means by, "the fear of the Lord." But we are never to be AFRAID of Him. God understands this. I've prayed and prayed but I'm sure God left. He needs to feel your continual love and no matter how long or how tough keep praying dont lose heart or hope. There are various reasons why people might think He would, but there is a biblical response to each: "God will give up on me because I've sinned too much." But Scripture says, "Where sin increased, grace increased all the more" ( Romans 5:20 ). God has forsaken me because even though Ive left, .y daughter, grown up, is w him still a,d is a mess. you are right. I feel like a useless person because I have no purpose in life nor am I making a difference in anybodys life. These are commands that come to us as children of God. Peter said to him, Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you! And all the disciples said the same (Matt 26:35). First, I pray and ask God to reveal if there is some sin that has brought about the feeling of estrangement. This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. 2022 BGEA Dear Brothers and Sisters. Your sin is not greater than His blood. The same is true of our prayers and actions. He wants to demonstrate to the spirit world that His creation of humans have this great capacity to cling and love even when all of the outward and inward signs and feelings are gone (Ephesians 3:10). Jesus said life does not consist of abundance of possessions. What Should I Expect From Myself in 2021? Habakkuk 1:5 -"Look among the nations, and see; wonder and be astounded. Justin, are we not to rule and reign with Christ for ALL OF ETERNITY! Tim's Answer. As you grew up, people around you promised that God would do wonderful things for you as long as you were a good Christian. Jesus paid for your healing on the cross. That also means God is still with you even if you feel He isnt. The Bible says, "No man can please God without faith.". I am going through so many afflictions. Topics: Faith, God. No hope left for me!!! I hope and pray for an end to this type of suffering so that you and others like you can stand again. But when we cling through the difficult times, then our faith is shown. nae I did the same thing with yoga, crystals and did the worst thing one could possibly do fell into heavy occult practices. 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